I journal and write about myself a lot in my spare time. I'm a really grounded and semi-healthy person when I have a grip on my emotions, so I just write. At first, in my earlier days, I would write about my own emotions through characters and stories, and then I learned how to be a writer. And when even that wasn't enough and I began to lose myself as a result, I started writing about me.
This year, I want to make at least a hundred posts, either in here, on the site, on statuscafe, or somewhere that really mean something to me, my interests, or my life in general. I need to become more comfortable being uncomfortable in this world, if that makes sense.
I make them public because I think they're at least a little bit relatable, perhaps a person could see themselves in it if they bother to read it. Or maybe it's too harsh on myself and someone will stop by. Or someone will call it stupid or something, who knows. I think it has the potential to be an interesting experiment.
If any of that interests you, you can skim the blog. If it doesn't... I don't know. Go see my fandom page for interesting content lol.
Post #9: The Topic of People - 2/28/2026
Talking about all aspects of social life and people from the view of someone who
keeps bouncing between being a hermit and a complete loser nerd. Includes social
discussion, ideas of being a more unique-leaning person, MORE sudden gender talk
(idk what's up with me recently lol), and some mini-discussion of discord/social
media. All of it is just me talking to me, so the tone might be off.
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Post #8: Veil - 2/27/2026
High quality rambles about random ideas and ideals, just as anything should be. A
blog just for the purpose of talking and making a blog, I love it. We talk about
daydreaming and my voice here.
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Post #7: Fine Literature - 2/23/2026
Not actually (entirely) about fine literature, but maybe some selective classics. I
mostly talk about my inspirations and what led me to gothic literature, but it's
mostly a set of short ramblings. And my migraines are impacting this one, I think it
could have been one long one! But I'll make a sequel someday.
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Post #6: Faux Pronouns Card - 2/22/2026
As much as I dislike the culture around these cards (especially since I don't
actually think they're helpful at all), I miss them a lot, so I made a more wordy
version of it so I could have an excuse to talk about the cool concept of Gender and
Identity. I like explaining things over using a thousand words, but I can understand
the perspective of wanting to do the exact opposite.
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Post #5: Life Update 1 - 2/7/2026
More aliveposting, but more specific to my overall life and what I've been doing and
so on. Settling into a sort of a side gig here listing and making playlists off the
songs I listen to during math and around campus. It has to do with my second web
project and some light introspection, as well as my musings on Bandana Guy since I
like him more than some of you do.
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Post #4: Happy February - 2/2/2026
Aliveposting to say that the website is looked over every day still. Plus, this is
my THIRD week of Uni and I wanted to blog about it through some classic disjointed
thoughts. I also need to keep publishing content every so often to the site to keep
from just.. stopping someday? So yeah, Uni and anxieties and excitement for a
future.
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Post #3: Young Gothic - 1/23/2026
A Southern gothic type posting about my life. I got a nice, unexpected boost of
inspiration to write about myself again. This blog features themes of death and
grieving, as well as being criminally short for all I could ever say. A lot more
could go into this, such as my experience with death, but at that point, I'd just
port it to the
bookshelf rather than posting it here. Death can be
its own blog post.
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Post #2: Webmaster Questions (2026) - 1/14/2026
I redid my webmaster questions because I think I grew a lot since the first time I
filled it out. I included it in the blog because it also functions as a nice blog
post for today, especially if I want to be reaching #100 someday. Plus I think it's
amusing to have filled it out twice by now and the site not even be 100 days old
itself.
(the tldr though is email me pls i love talking to people about stupid random things &
making friends)
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Post #1: Something I Am - 1/11/2026
Something I wrote when I felt more lost than usual. I wanted to capture it in how
much of a stupid feeling it was before it left me, and ever since it hadn't
returned. This blog explores a feeling of apathy, unbelonging, and what I think is
neurodivergence in general. It's a raw piece of pure emotion, and I honestly can't
tell if I meant what I said at the time. Since the feelings keep returning, though,
I dedicated it to some ideal future Me.
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Post #0: Legacy Posts (-2025)
Old posts I wrote from before I made a dedicated blog, back when I didn't blog as I
should and didn't take it as seriously. However, I still think they're important to
archive.
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